Struggling or having fun
Sometimes it is hard to give an exact answer to a question. I had have my life wandering around my dreams and working in front of my computer. I don’t game, and I don’t drinks, just smoke 
Few weeks ago, my colleague asked “I’m curious, what are you all (junior, including me) doing at night?”. Well, I said that I would stay at home surfing the Internet (and freelance work). After thinking a few times, I wonder, I am now working my arse off my seat or I am having fun sitting there alone?
5 years coming 6 I had been here studying and now working. I did not really make a good friend with anyone yet beside some old friends. My social life is not as I dreamt about… Hence I need to depend my own on every aspect in my life currently. Which eventually helped building up my confident and life-challenger. Somehow it doesn’t really sound fun, but am I in that category? I hope I was. Since I did not make much complaint about having all those “boring” situation, instead I am committed with all those.
Look into the Smile-project, my friend/partner manage to get those people (friends) support , some are hot chicks some are hot dudes. When will there be my chance to have so many people support me? Sound deeply in shit, eh?
Heh… Time to wander into my life steps. It doesn’t sound good.
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